It’s been almost 3 weeks since I retired. It is less than 2 weeks until I take the first step on the Appalachian Trail. It was and is quite a mix of emotions. The last 3 weeks felt like 3 months. Thanks to all my work friends for the support and encouragement not just for this journey but the last 22 years. I can sincerely say that you made my job a joy! The emotional roller coaster has now taken a turn toward the trail. The reality is, despite two years of planning and anticipation I will have to experience separation from family, fear of the unknown, doubt, and anxiety. As the impending first steps approach, these thoughts grow louder. All of us have these same feelings at different times in our lives. Walking the trail is one way I have purposely chosen to face my fears. Yes there will be excitement. There will be untold beauty and all the other things one can dream. But at it’s core the trail provides the perfect environment for a new mindset. Overcoming fears and instilling confidence as a result. It provides the time and place to heal, to grow, and to wonder! Only three things are needed. Myself, the earth and heaven. Oh yeah maybe a little food
Something calls to me
The trees are drawing me near
I’ve got to find out why
The gentile voices I hear
Explain it all with a sigh
Moody Blues/ Days of Future Passed
1967
Sending well wishes and plenty of sunshine your way to brighten up your many months on the trail.
Good luck!
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Looking forward to hearing more!
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Thanks for posting an update. I’m excited to follow your journey through your blog. Exodus 14:14 is a good reminder on the anxious days. He’s fighting for you (even the battles in your mind) and He is with you, my friend. Praying peace and calm carry you as you enjoy the wonder and revelation your journey will bring.
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I am so excited to see the sites that you will see! I think you are showing awesome confidence to just be going on this adventure! There was a great article about you on Web@Work! I truly miss you at work, but am so excited for you! My thoughts and prayers are with you, my friend!! Happy Hiking!! Frankie
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I have had my moments lately. I think it was helpful writing this though because now I feel more business like as in “all hands on deck, full speed ahead”. I miss you too. I read the article and believe me I am truly humbled and grateful to have so many friends supporting me. If I don’t meet another hiker on the trail I won’t be alone!
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You are so right about that!!
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Happy hiking. I am so excited to share your journey with you through your blog!
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Happy to hear from you! One of the reasons to do this was meet likeminded people. Little did I know how many there are at BCBST. Now it’s hard to get back in the door.☹️ please stay in touch if not hear Paonthetrail@gmail.com
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Super excited for you Tom and look forward to following your journey. I have no doubt you will follow through!
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Thanks Linda. Keep in touch. I’ll be reading your blog when I get to towns. I’ll probably post one more with a list of all my gear. Maybe just an Instagram.
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Praying for safe travels!
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Good to hear from you Tangie. Hope the audio is working in your presentations. Thanks for the prayers.
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Congrats on retirement and Yaay for your endeavors! Enjoy!
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Thanks Martina! Congrats on your book as well. Sorry I couldn’t make the release of Mosaic. I am frantically but steadily putting the pieces together so I can somewhat disappear for 6 months. Look forward to at some point reading it. Stay on your journey it sounds amazing and purposeful!
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Thank you! Enjoy your journey! Praying with you!
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Cool ,good luck.You got this.
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Good to hear from you Stevie! Thanks for the confidence boost. After writing this I started to have a more business attitude going forward. It’s happening ready or not! Actually the first two weeks I have a friend in the area I’m starting and he is on standby if I need a ride to get food, medical care, gear, whatever situation might come up. Send your number to Paonthetrail@gmail.com. I have a new phone.
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